Immediately after school I went over to the library and started a studyin'. I have my AP English Exam tomorrow and I'm not to excited. I just don't quite feel ready or agree with paying $87 for a test I could very well fail. Not exactly ideal. I have a string of literary devices running through my head, but I am afraid that when the terror of actually taking the test sets in, I will forget everything and ultimately fail. It is a three hour test, one hour of multiple choice testing and two to write three essays. Ugh.
Yesterday was theatre awards. It was a flop. I'm not surprised. We have big dreams and ideas, but no means, or talent for that matter, to accomplish them. Don't get me wrong, we have a lot of talented kids. Encore is truly fabulous. I'm proud of...most...of them. But the rest is embarrassing. Anyway, I remember my sophomore year when I went to theatre awards and saw all the seniors who were leaving. I looked up to them and aspired to be like that. My junior year, I realized I only had one more year and couldn't wait to feel that. Last night was a huge disappointment. I need closure and I have not received it, and sadly I probably never will. It's an unfortunate truth and it makes me mad.
I was chatting with a friend and we realized we would love a summer romance. I want to go picnicking and see movies. I want to go hiking and carve our initials in a tree. My pal said that was unrealistic and it broke my heart. Others can have that! Why can't I?
Anyway, I can't wait for summer to come. I want to be trendy and go on outings. According to Lucky Magazine, the following are hot this summer:
Pony tails- Long strap across the body bags
- Friendship bracelets and necklaces
- Coral nail polish and lips
- Pastel nail color
The best part is I am totally into all of this right now! I was trying to find a cute little picture of pastel nail polish but instead I found this! I will be doing this, probably tomorrow and I can't wait. It's my reward for finishing my exam. Hurray!!!
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